Passion Camp

Wee~~~~
I'm back again!
Just came back from the passion camp yesterday
It was awesome!!!!
Haha though it was a bit tiring
Actually I did not sleep well
Cz the bed was kinda dusty...
And the place is full of millipedes ):
But luckily...
There is no millipedes at all in my room!
Hehe but overall...
It's still very good!
I've enjoyed a lot there
And of cz...
I've learned lots of things through the camp
Seriously
I've learned more about God's words!
And...
I've learned about surrendering everything to Him!
I also felt that God was speaking to me...
He moved me...
Asked me to speak out and share my thoughts with others!
And I'm so glad that I actually did shared out! (:
I enjoyed the devotion time...
Gathering with my group mates
And sharing everything with each other!
Last but not least...
I enjoyed a lot during Mega Praise!
It's my first time worshiping for so long!
All of us were enjoying ourselves...
Jumping and singing all the way!
Well this is just a brief sharing of the camp
Will get back here soon!
God Bless (:

Hard Time

I kept questioning myself...am I an emo kid?
I really don't know!!
That's why I'm writing out this post...
To express the feelings in my heart ):
Knowing that you can't continue with what you have been doing for so long...
Isn't it torturing??!!!!!
I'm really trying my best to accept this...
But I just can't do it for the time being!
Different people give different advices...
Whom should I listen and follow?
I really don't know...
If I follow the one that I will feel more comfortable...
Then the others will start lecturing us again!
Isn't this so hard??!!!
Please please...
I just wanna pray that time just fly as fast as possible!
I don't want to be in this situation...
Where I am restricted to so much of these things!
And making both parties suffer so much ):
Though deep down in the heart...
It's still very strong and nothing can break it apart...
But physically...
It's weak!!
Aih really dunno how ba...
Hope everything will be fine!
If you ever see me emo-ing...
Cheer me up if possible...
Or even pray for me!
I just wanna be as happy as the days I had recently (not now)...
And also my future life...
I know I will be the happiest person ever!!
I just can't wait for it...
For now...
Just hope that I am able to cope with it...
Look forward...
And cheer up!

I doubt I can...I need to try...but I think it will be a failure ):
Right now...I guess I got no choice...Haih
I will wait for the day! Have faith and trust!